i am just a living human husk...no feelings, no emotions. i am dead on the inside.

Hi...
sigh...past 2 days has been horrible...with my crush saying that i am a stranger...
now..its a bit better...she said she dun want to hurt me but she dosen't like me...
well from that i can assume that she cares for my feelings...but i cant blame her cause i asked her to reply me frankly..
so yea...well, at least she cares...
sent her a note about how i met her and how i got to know her...
what was my feelings at that point of time and how rejected i felt after saturday...(last post)
well...now i still have a chance to get to know her...shes not that cold to me afterall...
and i still love her no matter what(but i love God more =D).
Now...any of you have tips as to how to make a girl like you...pls PLS tag it...at my tagboard!
thank you...


Woo kai kein

P.S. Kele i wont give up even though u dont like me...at the most i'll be a single till my life ends...

i was crazy..
y did i even think bout it? never did i thought in any cicumstances...
My love turned into hatred..draining my will of life into a void...
hurt... my love...i wan u back..but i cant...desiring to bring u joy...but lack the power...
My heart cries out to you... i said 'hello' ...insides are screaming that i love you...so hard that everytime i look upon your face..my hearts melts from the heat of screaming...
now theres nothing...nothing to like, nothing to say, no reason to smile, no reason to live...
feel like dying, feel like losing myself in the wilderness...
nvr coming back...nvr finding my life agian...
my great great love for her has turned into the equavalent amount of hatred...only hope still remains...very little of it.

OMG lar...my P.E. teacher damn xiong one leh...he also happens to be my T I/C for my CCA...
10 rounds around 3 basketball courts...
and the 400m of sprints...after every 40 meters...got like 10 push ups, 10 crunches, 20sec of bridge, 10tuck-jumps, 10 star jumps...(1,2,3,4, 2,2,3,4...counting...)...3 pull-ups(non-assisted) 5 pull ups(assisted).
whole class nearly died...i'd rather run 2.4km than this next time...
My whole body is aching...and i just realised that my c***h is as short as 158 cm...i wish she would grow taller... i need to hit 170cm... AND MY BMI IS 23.6....WTH lar

best of luck guys...
Woo Kai Kein

OMG... finally finish camp..damn exhausted and exhilirated...
the nasty parts of it were the recruits( making a lot of noise)
the nice parts were the activities...
night walks, games, first aid practical test...and more...
we got to know our juniours better and shouted alot(yea kenneth i can shout..)
so i guess thats through way the things appear...
nothing much...the food was okay
the activities were fun,
the sleeping time was way too short..
well..all for 1 and 1 for all they say.
1st day was like rubbish...we went in for the lecture and guess what? i could'nt hear the officer talk at all! So i screamed at my juniors to quiten down....it worked...not for long..
then my batch started shouting at them to shut up..it turned out rather awful...
well i got to know 1 of them..melvin...nice guy... obey orders...and most importantly...he nvr gives up...(dicovered that during the night walk..)

i admire him for that and i should think that the rest should follow...

ovrall i enjoyed my camp... and the next one would be in this month, March...

best of luck,
Woo Kai Kein