Somehow after being out of touch with girls for bout say...1 month? I've lost and found a few things, and learned from it.
I've realised that whenever I'm in crowded areas, i see guys and girls holding hands and laughing at each others jokes, i look towards myself and sigh, or rather i look at myself and cry. Filled with spite and jealousy. I thought to myself, why would i want to get into a relationship so early? Early in the sense that-I'm still 15 maybe round 16? yea but still, dont u think that's a bit young?
Everytime i pass by Kallang, i feel this emptiness, i would flashback to the times i use to go there...actually 2 times. My previous crush's home...
Would i be foolish to lust and go for look's and not what inside? Or would i prefer to overlook the apperance and appreciate the inner beauty?
Lost and confused...I leave it up to fate.
