I always assume silent is consent. However that is not to be in some cases.
There was a old friend of mine, we fought over a slight issue which was my fault and lost contact right before o levels. It was devastating for me at first, but i managed to pull myself together right before the big exams. Recently i contacted and apologised, on the way complimenting on the good score as well as asking to be forgiven so that we could resume contact. I haven't received any reply after 4 days, hence I thought to myself " Okay, forget it and let it go. Its not going to get you anywhere. years of friendship ha just gone down the drain. Sigh~"
And so that is is and will ever be.

And because of this, I tried to reconcile two of my good friends. Along the way, i betrayed one of them. Wonder whether that was a good decision, however the consequences i wish to bring those two blockheads together once again. I'm not sure thus far, for the first time in my life, I stumbled, lost my footing, however you call it. I always knew what to do or my heart always pointed the direction to me. Now? Its as if I'm thrown in the middle of the dessert with nothing and I'm supposed to find a way out.

I guess there are things that are best left at that and that i should not try to be nosey. The story of my friends can be posted at a later date when I finished the episode.

Regards,
KaiKein