Live life to the fullest

i was crazy..
y did i even think bout it? never did i thought in any cicumstances...
My love turned into hatred..draining my will of life into a void...
hurt... my love...i wan u back..but i cant...desiring to bring u joy...but lack the power...
My heart cries out to you... i said 'hello' ...insides are screaming that i love you...so hard that everytime i look upon your face..my hearts melts from the heat of screaming...
now theres nothing...nothing to like, nothing to say, no reason to smile, no reason to live...
feel like dying, feel like losing myself in the wilderness...
nvr coming back...nvr finding my life agian...
my great great love for her has turned into the equavalent amount of hatred...only hope still remains...very little of it.